"God's work...
done in God's way...
never lacks God's blessings"

heard that on the radio today at lunch... my dad wuz listenin to some speaker on wdcx.... itz really self-explanatory... well.. brain's shut off for the day... actually it's kinda been "off" since i handed in my calc test.. hahahaha.. whoo!!! PRAISE GOD!!! He got me thru that test... insane-ness... hehehehe... i know i didn't study as much as i shoulda.. but hopefully i did well... meh... PRAISE GOD!!! march break next week!!! ack!!! 6 dayz to tc... well 5 days now.. but aaahhh!!!! mad prayers...

gonna go and just "be" with God... just listen... and just be still.... yippee!! worship prac tmw... and shopping too!!! awesome day ahead.. hahahha.. and no early prac so i get sum sleep too!!! yay!!!! newayz... God's calling... =)

"Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow..."

wooo.. crazie outside today!!! waaah... missed volleyball cuz of all the snow... they still had practice too!! =P oh wellz.. tmw's another day... another practice.. wheee!!! hehehe... runnin tandems are fun... esp when u have two HUGE guyz jumpin then me on the side... so tiny.. hehehe... grrr... need to grow... =) okay.. losing my mind... thaz what school does to u...=P

NEwayz... didn't blog yesterday... but still had something to say... so yesterday.. well actually the day before.. so that would be...monday... i wuz tryin to look over phys stuff but didn't really get the stuff in the txtbook.. cuz my teacher explained it WAY differently, so i couldn't do the practice problems and what not.. and with phys.. if u don't keep up, u'll get lost... so i wuz mad worried that i'd get lost and stuff then i have a test the week after march break... so i'm like crazily worrying.. =/ then i go to class on tuesday thinkin, awww man.. he's (the teacher) gonna go and give another lesson and i still don't understand this one!! so i wuz planning on asking him to explain.. but PRAISE GOD!!! apparently, no one else in the class understood the hwk either so he spent like almost half the class going over it and explaining it!!! wheee!!! God in the small stuff.. =D

newayz... so blessed... realizing that more and more each day... PRAISE GOD... =D

"God, please reveal urself in the small stuff today..."

okay.. just a quick l'il blog... need some sleep.. gotta get up early for volleyball again tmw... WHEE!! so much fun.. =) newayz... God really answered my prayers today.. woooo!!! prayers work!!!! =D but yah... after Chris' msg yesterday, i guess i really got challenged to seek God more.. and to like look for Him in the small stuff (hehehe.. elsie!! He's in the small stuff and it all matters! =) so yah... so i actually got up early today for no reason.. and i got to spend some time with Him before headin off to school.. =P and my prayer for the day wuz "God, please reveal Yourself to me... even in the smallest things today..." then i went off to school...

and well God's enlightenment (woo! big word! =) came during bio class.. second period.. we had a guest speaker come in and talk about organ transplants and organ donation.. it wuz actually prettie interesting, cuz she wuz talking about her son and all the stuff that her family had to go thru while waiting for organs for her son and what they went thru during the operation and after... it wuz informative.. =) and well she also included some tid bits about the actual bio stuff.. here's one and i wuz just so WOW about it cuz itz God's work! so her son needed to have a liver transplant and she wuz talkin about one of the options they had if a liver didn't come in time.. basically, they were gonna take a piece of her husband's liver.. like half or something and put it into her son.. the amazing thing about livers is that u can take half and put it in another body and both'll grow back to full size.... how cool is that??? God totally planz!!! just amazing... after i heard that i'm like.. wow God... small things... small things... =)

well thaz all for today.. got kinda lengthy.. need to get some sleep.. got a long week ahead.. ack!!! and only 9 more dayz till TC.. well 8 now... =) gonna be mad fun... wanna learn so much.. =D

"Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls."

jeremiah 6:16

wow.... been silent for a few dayz... meh.. watevr! this weekend wuz amazing... tc worship on friday, saturday, AND sunday, WOOO!!! LOVE U GUYZ!!! hehehehe... my goodness.. can't believe TC is two weekz away!!! ackkk!!!! freakiness... so yah... today wuz the first crack @ leading worship.. oh my... that wuz nerve-racking.. but gotta let God lead.. not me... hahha.. apparently, i'm really shy when it comes to standing in front of ppl and LEADING worship... with a microphone and all.. ahhahaha... singing once again and my voice wuz SHAKING... eek!!! but good exp... learning lotz...

ANYhow... God's been mad teaching again... not quite in the whack u across the head and throw u around the room kinda way, more in a poking u in the head kinda way, but still kinda painful when He pokes u hard... meh... learning a lot from EVERYTHING... other ppl'z blogs.. hahaha.. and like oh my.. the msgs today... that wuz a good WHACK too... but yah... just thinking about upcoming stuff... like tc... school... just realized that the WEEK after tc is jam packed with stuff thaz due!!! wwwaahh!!! need some mad time management skillz...=/ probably gonna hafta make some decisions and stuff too w/ univ and other stuff.... gotta spend more time with God.. just learning and waiting.. gotta listen intently otherwise i might miss that "whisper" ... *sigh*

oh!!! another thing i realized today... i really dunno what i WANT... like there are certain thingz that i know for sure.. like i WANT to get into york... and i WANT to graduate this year and play softball this summer.. but like there are other thingz that are so foggy and unclear... so weird.. eh.. meanz more prayer's required! gotta keep remindin myself that God's in control and HE knowz what HE'S doing... all i gotta do is wait and again... trust.. it all boils down to trust... gotta get back to waiting upon the Lord... His answerz are never late... =)

Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear; he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth."

hosea 6:3